omg! omg! i never realized that its been almost an year that i thot seriously about being with a girl, is it because i never met the right person in that period or was it not the right time! but there's always a fear a fear of past events n that ghost haunts me still!! " par risk to life me lena hi padta hai ghalib" :P
derz this girl n she is in my mind 4 a while now n along she brings a cyclone of thougts
but the real deal is i don't know what she feels, i haven't got that "s.o.s signal of love" yet
sometimes i just think m , am i just makig an ass of myself by having this hopeless infactuation
n in the end i'll be ending up with a girlfriend who would be purely imaginary!!!
the other thing keeping me away from this enterprise is the moolah which i do not posses in enough quantity,
they say love is blind but its got an intestine and has to be fed :P
n money is something which is an indelible part of the script of love in today's world.
"money talks , bullshit walks".
maybe i am just in love with the idea of being in love with such a girl who might be outta mah reach!!
that is another noticable aspect of human nature, we adore things which are beyond our reach or stature!
n trust me nowadays money trumps every damn quality you possess, strange and bitter but quite true!
a lil glum creeps in after such disturbin thoughts but we have to live in our real world and survive here, cheeerio!!
its ok mate ....we`re all in the same boat....u`ll find ur one and only soon enough...if its meant to be ..it`ll happen for sure...mean while dont u just love the freedom that we can ogle at any gal we want and hit on her rather than be in constant guilt that u cant ??? and that we can do wat we want when we want ..no need to have some gal being dead weight on us :).....there is a silver lining in every dark cloud my friend :)
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