So! Here we are, 2011!!!
So the year begins with two of my best friends ditching me for no logical reasons,
Now you would be wondering what could have happened? Well!!! Even I am still trying to figure out what actually did, I could say I am in bit of a mess, I mean I may act as I don’t give damn but actually I feel so . . . . . . . maybe miserable fits in quite nicely,not because those people left me,because maybe I made yet another blunder in recognizing people whom I actually percieved to be . . . . . . . let’s go with “good” here(that is how we act polite because the word’s antonym is not that offesnsive :P).
The fact being there are so many fickle-minded and loathsome people in their lives who have done so much wrong to them and yet they thought I may be not the one who deserves to be in their lives,”cool enough!!!!”
Still I apologize for my petty mistakes that may have caused an “ enormous amount of hurt” to you guys (sarcasm), I really feel so lame writing this stuff but I really needed to take down my frustration. We all make mistakes but friendship is all about overlooking those and stick together through thick and thin , its not about picking out on every little phrase that comes out of the other person’s mouth!!!!!
Nevertheless all said and done, and the two people whom I trusted to be with me in walks of life made me sing “Boulevard of broken Dreams”(by the punk rock band Greenday) :/. Life can be so unpredictable at times, can get you stymied in a fraction of second, one day you are rejoicing of having the greatest of friends and another day you are regretting about trusting that person blindly.Funny Indeed!!!
What I’ve learned from these experiencesis that life never promised that it will let me have these special people for eternity,though I spent very special moments with them but it isn’t the end of the world,I should probably not be sulking but trying to explore what beautiful memories I would be making in the future to come!!!!
And being thankful that I am still blessed with a bunch of very good friends, and would be blessed with more of them in the future, I here by sign off,
For now!!!
