There was so much chaos in his mind but all he could do was smile, she lied there in her whole nakedness, glorious and resplendent in the night of a thousand massacres, and it was not lives that were butchered but dreams, a cold blooded brutal murder of desires. She came closer and placed her head on his chest and his violent heartbeats thus revealed what his face was trying to hide, while she pushed her head deeper to be lost in the music of that vigorous thumping , sweeter than any musical instrument in the world could produce , pushing her into a state of long awaited ecstasy. For the first time the silence was not uncomfortable, time had slowed down, air had turned into something viscous that it impeded the movement of limbs or it was exactly what they wanted it to be.
The very touch of hers, adulterated his veins with an inoculation that would accumulate and cause his heart to implode in effusion and all he wished was to be destroyed in the explosion of that emotion. Any intoxicant could not induce a high as vicious as the one he got from her smell , an abominating, substance abusing addict would feel pity at his present state of compulsiveness. Everyone around suspected some anomaly, they wished for an anomaly to sprout out of the wed mud of content and bliss they slept on, the happiness was such that people around them started having trouble digesting it.
He was troubled and she was cautious and her inability to express , to scream it loud to the world was garroting her, caught in the twisted labyrinth of conventions , mind , heart and soul teaching and preaching different chapters of morality and sanctity but never did she realize these were non-existent , vanished into thin air as ghosts the moment she leaned in to kiss him for the first time, it was her, she was the chaos, the agent of constant and continuous decimation , his remorseless deity and she, she existed to be his vessel of turbulence.
