i needed u at the stroke of midnight but u wer fast asleep ignoring my sleep deprived eyes, weren't u able 2 figure out before dragging me into this that u weren't ready!!
i feel so sorry for my eyes coz they are the ones who are suffering, sometimes red, sometimes wet and sometimes just wandering aimlessly!
i need u to talk with me n console me now but u made false promises, u aint here bt u said u would be wen m in need!!
but u dont expect me to do the same, i would always liv up to the promises i made, no matter what happens! but they say promises are meant to be broken, Mayb m jus an another exception!
Dear Lord,
why do you do this to me most of the time?? mom says m your favourite but please don't play with me so much otherwise i'll break! :(
you to know every thing, i hate these things rollin down my cheeks, they always make me feel so miserable n weak! please keep em away from me, Neither am i ready for so many unexpected gifts that u alwyas give me n i jus love em n loose em because of my carelessness or break their hearts. . . . . .oh my apologies!! i meant parts!!
i thank you for all your graces n the strength you will be giving me to face this life, n i thank you for sending dat "big eyed gal", she has got beautiful eyes!!!
i know u will pull me out of this but i can't wait for yet another year!!!
Yours faithfully
Sleepless Child
